Warning: Sexually Explicit content.

Legend for Consequences Suffered (CS):

  1. Inappropriate shame and guilt
  2. Childhood self-loathing
  3. Adulthood self-loathing
  4. Normalizing children to sexual questions by adult men. (Grooming)
  5. Sexual abuse. (Pedophilia)
  6. Impaired sexual relations after marriage.
  7. Years of recovery from childhood shaming.  Often lasting decades.
  8. Suicide Ideation
  9. Attempted Suicide
  10. Suicide of a loved one or friend.

#180 Name Hidden. CS: 1,2,4,8

When I was about 15 years old, the Bishop of my Ward questioned me about generic immoral activity. When I said “no” to being engaged in such activity, he paused…

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#179 Name Hidden. CS: 1,3

I attended the Provo MTC in July of 2007. I had a past that others in my life were unaware of and I was under the false assumption that I…

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#177 Name Hidden. CS: 1,3,6

When I was seventeen years old, and dating my boyfriend, later to be my husband, I knew that I wanted to be married in the temple. I had been taught…

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#176 Name Hidden. CS: 1,2,3,7

As a teen, I remember being asked if I masturbated in bishop interviews and these questions continued through the mission, my years at BYU, and singles wards after. I became…

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#175 Name Hidden. CS: 1,2,3,4

I lost interest in the church when I was a freshman in high school and began hanging out with the wrong crowd. I ended up drinking and smoking marijuana with…

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#174 Tanner T. CS: 1,2,4,8,9

I was asked by my bishop, since age twelve, if I masturbated, looked at porn, or broke the law of chastity in any other manner. At twelve, I didn’t even…

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#173 Mandi B. CS: 1,2,3,8

My son went in for his interview with the bishop in order to obtain the office of a teacher. He was asked if he kept the law of chastiy, he…

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#172 Tyler R. CS: 1,2,4,7

In short, i was 9-11 years old and my parents found out me and my friends had found pornography. They took me to meet with the bishop, a close family…

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#168 Name Withheld CS: 1,2,4

Fighting all embarrassment and fear of repercussions, I want to bravely share my experience preparing for a church mission and meeting with the bishop as a 17-year-old boy. Like all…

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#166 Name Hidden. CS: 1,3

Last year when Trump was elected, a friend of mine started a website, I’m Not Just A Statistic. I shared a story of nearly being raped (but a dear friend…

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#165 Name Hidden. CS: 1,3,7

When I was 17 I went to a “party” at a college-aged guy’s house. He was the friend of a friend of mine, a friend I’d expected to be there…

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#164 Name Hidden. CS: 1,2,4,8,9

I am writing on behalf of someone close to me who told me that he gets asked specific, vile questions regarding sexual behavior by the bishop of his church. Whenever…

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#163 Name Withheld. CS: 1,2,3,6,7,8

When I was 12, I had a bishop in the Centerville Utah ward named _____. He interviewed me on several occasions. He asked me personal questions about masturbation, if, when…

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