When I was 13, my bishop asked me if I masturbated. I didn’t know what that was at the time, since sex was a prohibited topic in my household growing up. I just answered “no”, because, by the way he said it, it seemed like it was something bad.
When I was 16 and lost my virginity, the same bishop asked me to tell him in explicit details everything that happened. I was then asked to refrain from bearing my testimony, praying in public and was from then on seen as less than the other girls. I still have a hard time loving myself and finding myself a person of worth. I have, since then left the church and do not look back.