My father physically/sexually abused, neglected, and abandoned his children, with no remorse. When this was brought to the attention of multiple bishops and stake presidents, his vehement denial was all they needed to brush us off. He continued to go to the temple with his recommend and hold callings in his ward… now he is in his bishopric. The shame and heartbreak we suffered from these interviews and being ignored, changed me spiritually, psychologically, and sexually. His baptizing me at 8 and his presence at my temple sealing to my husband destroyed any spiritual value or credibility in it for me. I served a mission and gave my whole heart to the church, pushing my own pain and value aside as they did. I finally lost all faith in the priesthood and the gospel that I served and held so dear for 38 years.