I am 100 percent positive that my story is not even close to being the worst one out there. I felt so ashamed by my body as a child that I was afraid to even look at my private parts for years growing up.
I started to date in college and when my boyfriend at the time and I went “too far” we went to talk to our bishop about it. He was forgiven before I was because as a girl I should have known better.
I still have a hard time getting intimate with my spouse after 4 years of us being together because of the guilt the church taught me.