All my life I had been taught about remaining non-sexually active until after marriage, and only then, I was only allowed to have intercourse with my wife. I saw this as reasonable, and even as a 20 year old man (back then) I was willing to “follow the Lord’s teachings”.
When I was 21 years old, I met my first girlfriend (note the late age due to considering most worldly women “unworthy”). Things got kind of serious, and we engaged in sexual intercourse. At the moment I didn’t think much of it and I enjoyed it. But it didn’t take too long for the guilt to consume me. I felt ashamed, I felt as if I was the worst of the worst, and I couldn’t tell anybody either because I knew I’d be putting myself and family to shame. So I kept it, and thanks to that guilt I ruined my relationship. It took me a while to get comfortable with my own sexuality, and to realize I didn’t have any reason to feel shame. I am glad I am out now, and I will do anything I can to stop LSD youth from suffering this psychological burden.