My first Bishops interview I remember being so nervous! He asked me ALL the questions, but when he asked me if I masturbated I was scared, nervous and confused… I thought, how do I answer this because I don’t know what it is and I didn’t dare ask. I said, “I don’t think so but should I be?”. He said “you don’t know what that is?”, I said “no”. He said it’s when you touch your privates and make yourself feel good, you should never do this.”. I walked out not feeling the good warm feelings but evilness. From that day on I never felt safe and secure at church. I’m now not a believer, my next step is removing my name from the records of the church.